Is it the Time of Letting Go?

In my heavy breathing. I can’t see clear, I cant think veraciously, again. I’m facing the outside as I feel the weekend breeze, looks like time really moved so fast.

Why it seems like I don’t miss you anymore? There’s no known answer but I know that maybe, I only learned and it entered my mind that being with you is impossible.

After how many proses that I wrote for you, well finally, I think I’ll be giving it an ending yet. This will be the last, will it be? Oh, I don’t know. I don’t know where is this going as I write with random ideas, with unpicked kinds.

Did I just cry for you?

Did I only destructed myself?

I maybe fell going down to my illusions and overreacting emotions. It’s my sickness of over thinking.

Maybe, my heart forgets. Should I now let you go? ’cause I think I’m empty, ’cause I think my feelings was gone, ’cause I think I’m tired already.

I can’t appreciate you anymore, Can’t really I?

No more tears. No more pain. But at least, my mind is still confuse.

5:36 PM

All I know, is nothing.

All I know, I created a messy wrote of narrative with brevity. For you. For myself. For my freedom.


Do It Yourself | Crafty and Easy

Hellooo Lovely People!

Are you guys Bored? If you are and can’t think of thing/s to do, well I brought something and I know that this will help and will let your creativity stand out (again). Let me tell you that this is one of the easiest among all the easy-to-do stuffs.

This is D-o I-t Y-ourself but right now, I’ll already be teaching you how to do this. 🙂

This is recycling, creating mixed with inspiration and motivation.

So what do we need :

Materials :

• Empty Rounded glass bottle

• Ribbon

Replaceable Materials :

• Sticky note

• Pen

Process :

* Clean the empty rounded glass bottle.

* Tie a ribbon at it’s opening.

* Write a quote/s on a piece of sticky note.( anything you’d like) Can be something that’s about treat or treating yourself 🙂

* There you go, you already have your candy jar as to the cheapest price.

Process :

* The process will be also the same with your candy jar making but it will only be different at the Quote/s.

* Your Quote shall be about writing or anything related with it.

* There you are.

This easy DIY tips will allow you to be crafty and idealistic.

It will both make your eating and writing fun, exciting, and most of all, inspiring and motivational.

If you think that this blog post of mine is yet finished… Well, too wrong cause I brought you guys three.

What And How ?

Materials :

• Empty glass rounded bottle

• Eiffel Tower miniature

• Ribbon (small and medium) Any color you’d love to use.

• Slip of paper

• Pebbles (can be Seashells, or special rocks)

How :

* Clean your glass bottle

* Tie a medium-sized ribbon at the opening

* Put some pebbles, or seashells, or special rocks first

* Put your Eiffel Tower miniature inside.

* Roll your paper slip and tie it with a small-sized lace. Add it there.

* And you’re done.

I decided to make a souvenir like that though I don’t reach Paris, France yet because that’s one of the places I will always love to visit and you guys know that.

This stuff will make you feel good everyday and everytime you’ll see it. It will keep you dreaming of the place and it’ll keep you from coming back there over and over again.

How was it ?

I would tell that making this kind of post is becoming my favorite, I like it when I share you ideas about DIYs and when I use my creativity so I hope that you guys also enjoy reading and using ’em.

Let me know about your thoughts and let’s talk about that. 🙂

“ Live life with Fashion, Imaginations, and Ingenuity. ”

Love you all People, Thanks for having me as a part of your day !

The Liebter Award | 8th Nomination | 3rd Liebster

Hey folks. Co-bloggers and friends. I was nominated again for the Liebster Award and here we are. I’m very much happy because this is already my third Liebster and we all know that this word is derived from German which means beloved or dear in English and because of that, I feel so much appreciated by your nominations and recognitions. The person who nominated me for this is Maysa Rose, and I’m just so thankful so expressing gratitude to her.

“Thanks a lot Maysa, I’m very much happy and honored to recieve this 3rd Liebster in blogging and blogosphere. Happy that you remembered me. 🙂 ”

Guys, her blog is a must-visit blog. Check that out here!

~ Rules ~

•Acknowledge the blog that nominated you for the award
•Answer the questions they gave you
•Give 11 fun facts about yourself
•Give them 11 questions to answer
•Nominate 11 other bloggers for the award

My 11 facts :

(Uhmm, sorry I can’t anymore think of my facts.)

1. I’m now 16.

2. I wrote my self birthday letter. Here!

3. I am always dissed. Honestly.

4. All of my written works in my blog are by experiences, they’re the things that happened and happens to me.

5. Today, I wore a white polo shirt plus jeans and I don’t like it. 😂

6. This school year seems to be really frustrating and streeesssing. I know that it’s part of being in the next level but why is it like this?

7. I was really destructed the past weeks but now, I’m trying to heal myself from that illness.

8. If you guys don’t know, we are given LOTS of things to do by our teachers including reports. 😩 I have one night to prepare so I’m expecting to sleep late again. (Oh, this reminds me of my fist blog post that was trashed)

9. Related to Number 8. The report must be on PowerPoint presentation and I don’t know how to manipulate computer or even laptop.

10. I forgot this one fact I decided to put there earlier. 😂

11. I need to publish this before 5:59 PM and the time right now is 5:23.. Got to type faster

Q & A :

1: If you could visit anywhere in the world, where would it be?

– Let me give you two answers for that. 🙂

It would be Paris and New York.

Paris, to see the tallest tower in the world and reach the city of love and fashion. And New York, to see the beauty of it’s lights.

2: What is the story behind your blog name?

– So it’s markanthonysthings (recommendation from WordPress) before but I changed it to markanthonysblog means it’s mine. But I am also planning to change it into something better excluding my name.

3: Do you have a summer goal? If so, what is it?

-Go to beach and collect sea shells, I know that sounds funny but yes, you read it correctly … I love sea shells.

4: What are your top three song obsessions right now?

-They’re not even new but I am locking myself in this songs:

Getaway Car
All too well
Last kiss
Begin again

-Yes, they’re more than two and they’re all sung by Taylor Swift .

5: What stresses you out the most throughout the year?

-Uhh, school. Doubtlessly.

6: What is your dream job?

-Be a Lawyer. Choose honesty. And defend innocent people.

7: How long have you been blogging?

-4 months. And I know it’ll keep itself with me for lifetime.

8: Do you have a t.v series that you just can’t miss?

– I’m really not into watching Television but I’m pretty sure, that would be horror.

9: What is your favorite thing to do (other than blog)?

-Waiting for tweets. Saving vidoes and pictures. Apparently, of someone else.

10: What inspired you to begin your blog?

-It was never meant to be started ’cause it came to me accidentally and I guess, blogging and my blog are destined things for me.

11: Is there a quote that is special to you?

– I can’t choose but I am always inspired by Taylor Swift quotes and also the ones I make.

I enjoyed it soo much! I hope you guys too will. And to whoever reading this, you can also do this freely ’cause I nominate you! You deserve it.

I love the questions and it’s fun answering ’em all so I think you guys already know what I mean. You got to answer the same questions given to me. 🙂

Have fun and thanks for joining! Love Love Love .

Letter from the Other Side of You

Hi there! I know it’s kinda weird but why not? Right?

I first decided to write a narrative prose for you but why would I? You’re not one of my heartbreaks and you’re not one of my hates either. I just want to say congratulations, finally you’ve reach your 16th year of life. That’s a fulfillment though I know that your 15th year had been your most favorite but why not to try switching? You only jumped to your next level, hope you also jumped away from your aches, Oh! I’m only kidding but yes, I hope that you really leaped to happiness. 🙂

I know that you have lots of problems but don’t worry, just leave them behind and forget. Try new things and enjoy. I know that you have a lot of things in your mind to complete, you want to explore, just go and I’ll support you all the way. Keep on dreaming about reaching Paris and city of New York. You know me, I’m always by your side.

When you’re feeling down, just face the mirror and I swear, you should expect me to be there. You’ll see me and you can always cry freely, express that all out and find your comfort again. When you need someone and nobody come, I’m always around. Trust me.

Don’t think of People who will give you nothing, don’t think of wrong opinions and criticisms. If you feel hated and unloved, Never allow them to see that you need their attention and acceptance, they’re as much useless than how they think you are. Remember that. Remain as yourself and keep those people who appreciates you as. You’re too lucky to have them in your life.

Do what makes you happy, Choose what makes you You. Love yourself more than how you give it to others. Never forget to be better everyday.

Put it in your mind that “Sunshine is Rain, and Happiness is Pain”, well that’s one of your quotes 🙂

At Sixteen, make it more exciting.

At Sixteen, make it more adventurous.

At Sixteen, make it more unknown.

At Sixteen, strive harder.

And at Sixteen, give it a taste of sweeter than sweet. 🙂


I had my amnesia from the past, ’til you came and I saw your smile again. Damn, you look familiar. Then I remember every single thing. You’re the person I loved for years, reason why I cried for years, and had a long nights having you there in my heart.

I can still remember that rainy Saturday when I realized that I have feelings for you but it seems to be blurry now. Two years ago, I could still see myself sadly disappointed, blaming it, and broken. Those times that I would message you repeatedly and I’d know that you’re already annoyed and I’ll feel like I’m much of being an attention-seeker. Those scenes of me inside the class glancing at you at the back and would take it away once you caught me then figure out again your face. It’s still in my mind, the first picture of you I saved and the picture I always stare at whenever I open my phone which also causes me that blended feelings inside.

You reminded me of the time you started about that mystery girl of yours and I was wonderin’ the whole time you’re keeping it a secret, I got myself into obsession with her but then you revealed. The moment you said you’re up on the roof, sad because of someone else. And I ,worrying so much. Those words from you when you called her your princess and my heart was pounded and devastated into tiny fragments, disintegrated.

I could recall the moment when she answered “Yes” and you would stand there in front of me with that glowing face. Those moments that I would see how you wait and send her home every afternoon after class, how the both of you look like with smiling faces and me, torn.

Why you treated me like that?

Why did you have to break my bones?

Why you have to be a part of my downfall?

I can’t think of reasons why I repeatedly broke my own heart and gave it slit. But at least, I learned how to be smarter, I stitched it. Now, I can see you standing tall there under the shed and I’ll watch you like that. Now, I’ll look at you without any shame and with feelings of emptiness. You’re like a photo taken in black and white, you should be totally forgotten. But you’ve been a part of me antecedently and it can’t be change by ease.

And I only want to tell, if I’ll tears again, well that’s definitely not because of you. I will never be that old self again, so if you’re trying to be back, you’re not welcome anymore.

15’s Gone | Welcome Sweet 16

Hey sweet people!

How are you doing?

June 23,2018

Let me tell you a story! Can I?

Alright. I never realized that I wasn’t able to make post and update about “this thing” but at least here I am now.
I usually don’t celebrate “it” but I only want to share the Experience with you guys and I hope you all know that I want you to be a part of my life.
This past June 18 was my birthday but As I’ve said, I couldn’t make my update at that exact date because I was super busy with school so let’s have some flashbacks about it and talk time with the things that happened.
For me, birthday is only a one time celebration and that’s the time when you existed, and it would be redundant to always sing happy birthday whenever your born day come. Funny.
(Sighs) It only lighten up my mind that I’m not anymore belong to the age that I love the most, Fifteen. But okay then, time fleets and now, this 16 years old teenager wrote.

I started that day doing the same routine, as usual to wake up early, eat Breakfast, prepare myself, and then go to school, that was Monday. The time I stood up and get out of my bed, Mom greeted me, and I honestly forgot that the day was my day. I told her not to prepare any food for some of my ridiculous reasons but instead, give me money. She agreed. Silly, I know.

I entered the campus gate the way I use to, I walked with some swag and confidence (guys, that’s me) and everything’s fine. ‘Til I almost entered the door of our classroom and nobody greeted me “ good morning ” except to one of my classmates, I responded ,continued walking then boom ! They sung and I was like “ Oh! What the heck!” I screamed so hard. my nervousness is high ’cause of coffee. Lol. I was overwhelmed. I felt so remembered and appreciated that time.
I forgot to check my phone and then the time I opened it,I saw messages greeting me.
I never know that there’s also people who greeted me on facebook, I mean I only deactivated it but it’s now activated again since we’re given project and we need it.

For this new year of my life, I have personal goals that I set to aim and I hope they’ll be fulfilled. Most thankful to God of course. I’ll be writing a self letter and I hope you guys will see and read it.

I and my friends

Trust me, I’m mainly composed of skin and bone. 😂 No gifts but this new chance is enough.

So yes, let’s say hello to sweet 16. And make it a fresh start again. Let’s make it real sweet. Thanks for being with me! Love lots!

Kiss of Death

Once was sitting on a golden throne, my empire was a huge space of happiness and winning, I took control of everything that came, there’s no chance for the word defeat in me. The crown and my turn was only for me, mine, and could never be steal. But changes happened and snakes appeared, they’re uncountable and I didn’t know which of them are venomous and not, but they all poisoned me.

They intertwined and scattered themselves around, I could sense it, sense the loathsome smell brought. They’re trying to hunt me and fool by their hissing voices. They grew and they became longer, bigger, their fangs became sharper and hungrier for thing to suck and body to put in their toxics. And they did, the pile of snakes rolled around me and my body and grabbed the chance to let their filthy, sharpened teeth get in touch with my precious flesh.

I was out of my vision, fell asleep in bitter, gallingly unacceptable reality that my castle would crush into tiny fragments through reptile’s laugh. It was evilic. Satanic.

I closed my eyes for a very long time but I now opened them again with only last drop of tear and shouted in vehemence. I am coated with dust and rust and smoke and heat and dirt and smell of putrid. Bricks beside.

My rare throne is seated by a abhorrent serpent, my soldiers and devastated, damaged palace is now ruled by a Mascara. The crown is on top but not of my head, and I only have this rounded layer of wires to wear.

At least I learned, things aren’t new. My power was rotten but I’ll wake it up from it’s death and resurrect everything like how I woke from my long dark color of black out, will take back what’s for me. I am now fake.

The Sunshine Blogger Award | 7th Nomination

Don’t really know how to start but People! I was nominated for the Sunshine Blogger Award. Let me tell you this, Aside from Liebster Award, this is also the thing I am always dreaming of before and now that dream is not anymore out of reach ’cause finally somebody gave it to me.

I am very much thankful to Jaya Singh, ’cause she gave me the chance to be included in this awarding.

“ Thank you so much Jaya, I’m very much honored again at this time. ”


• Thank the person who nominated you. ☑

•The ten things about yourself.

• Nominate other bloggers.

My ten random Facts :

1. I hate spiders. They’re like uhmm. Loathsome.

2. I hate snakes🐍 who would not?

3. I was out of the modern. I only deactivated my facebook account and I don’t anymore engage in using Twitter, Instagram, Or what.

4. Earphones and music are my escape. Would rather put and play it on and lay there than wasting time for some other things that will give me nothing .

5. I can be easily frustrated, Really, it’s totally hard for me to just let things go and forget. If there will be some failure around, I’ll think about that over and over again. Overthinking is one of my illnesses.

6. If before I keep on hiding my blog, well I am now promoting it and my classmates already knew ( I guess, you guys too should.)

7. I only have four stuffs on my bed and I want to have more.

8. Can I be a YouTube Vlogger? Yup, I reeaaallly want to.

9. I’m highly sensitive, I’m telling y’all I’m fragile.

10. (This is something that I never told you before) I uses net as my inner blanket. I know that’s weird, but I don’t know. Since when I was a little kid I already use it (maybe when I was five. ) But not only that, I also have PINK blanket which is also already there when I was little (the real owner was my grandma) and that’s my external blanket so my night coat is double in total. It keeps temperature warmer, that’s it! Funny, I know. 😂

Your Turn!

Let me nominate fellow bloggers from the country where I belong.

Thebluearty from

Knitted thoughts from

Sweat Thoughts from

Da huntress Nica from

Spacekoto from

adBontures from from

Ang aking imaginary girlfriend from

A heart that remembers from

My Rules :

• Tell ten facts about you, can be funny or what.

• Answer this ten random questions :

1. What inspired you to have your blog?

2. Who’s your idol in singing and what’s this song of him/her that makes you cry?

3. Fave place in the world and why?

3. Best goal/s in life.

4. Something that you already fulfilled?

5. What’s the best thing that blogging can give you?

6. If there’s someone you’ll be most thankful to, who would it be (except for God)? Why?

7. English or Mathematics ?

8. Forgive and forget or hate and avenge ? Where are you?

9. Have you ever denied yourself only for other people? Tell us a story. 🙂

10. How does it feel being awarded by this? Explain.

• Nominate other bloggers as many as you can and as you want.

Alright! Finally, I’ve got this thing I once was waiting for.

So guys, this doesn’t mean that because I mentioned bloggers to be awarded, you can’t do it too. To whoever reading this now, please consider yourself nominated and leave me a comment so I’ll know if you will participate and so I can read your amazing posts!

Thanks for joining me. Have fun and Enjoy 🙂

The Unknown Writer

Hey y’all! I was given the chance to have fun through this post by raynotbradbury. Actually, this was week ago but because I’m just super busy, I wasn’t also able to find time publishing post for this but here it is now.

Guys, If you want to visit her blog, just click on that highlighted name and there yahh go.

The unknown writer, alright this is something that’s not familiar with me and honestly I don’t really know and having any idea about doing this the first time I saw it but I reviewed and reviewed ’til I got it. But damn, How can I just make it if I’m not a good reader? Lol. Honestly, I’m not into reading books unless I have to. I don’t take much time turning pages and eating words from the content. I felt so sorry but ok, I don’t want to give regret so I’ll be using Taylor Swift.

Yes, Taylor Swift. This didn’t say that only book writers are allowed and since I’m a super fan and she’s a songwriter, and can be consider a writer, I’ll deal with it.

So what is this?

This is the challenge about the writer you’ve never heard of…

At some point of your life the writer was totally unknown to you, but at the end you finally read his work (let’s say in the last 5-7 years) and really liked his book/s or found them interesting (foreign authors are welcome). Or you haven’t read it yet, but planning to do so.

Rules :

1. Share the name of the author and the country of origine. Name some of his/her books.

2. The style of writing – describe shortly.
3. Quote – up to 3
4. The work of the author: the name of the book, novel, poetry…and the one you read or planning to read (add photo if you like).
5. The funny or interesting details from his life (not yours lol) – up to 6
6. Personal Opinion: was it fun to read? or if not – why have you been disappointed?
7. Nominate 3-5 blogs. Have fun!

My answers :

1. Taylor Alison Swift. From America. I’ll be using some of her first songs I listened to before I became a Swifty.

Teardrops on my guitar. (This is something that will make you 😭😭)

Back to December ( One of my faves 😭, it breaks my heart)



Blank space

If this was a movie (will change your mood from happy to sad)

Bad Blood : this is the very first before anything else.

2. Songwriting, heartbreak narratives.

3. Oh. She gave lots of words of wisdom. How can I just?…

This is a line from her speech for the 2nd Grammy award she received :

“ There are going to be people along the way who will try to undercut your success or take credits for your accomplishments or your fame, but if you just focus on the work and you don’t let those people sidetrack you, someday when you get where you’re going, you’ll look around and you will know that it was you and the people who love you that puts you there and that will be the greatest feeling in the world. ”

“ I know my flaws before other people point them out to me. ”

“When you hear people making hateful comments, stabd up to them. Point out to them what a waste it is to hate and you could open their eyes. ”

Let me break the rule again :

“ Without your past, you could never have arrived so wondrously and brutally by design or some violent, exquisite happenstance… Here. ”

“ I don’t want to change so much that people can’t recognize me. ”

4. So I’ll use album instead of book, let’s have the latest. Reputation

But aside from that, I also love the 3rd Album which is Speak now ’cause it shared sad songs and this is what composed it.

5. She was once a girl holding and playing her guitar with red lips and rosy cheeks but she was also dissed all the time, been called snake on social media, sidetracked and there’s number of people who ruined her but In the death of her reputation, she felt truly alive.

6. Her music are all good, especially the heartbreak ones ’cause they’re something that you can listen when you’re sad and you’ll probably cry and relate to it of course. But time turned, and the newest album was full of avenge and more on hate but it’s so amazing. Must stream!

7. There you guys go! Let’s make it a random nomination. To whoever reading this, you’re nominated and you can freely do this post also. Just let me know you’ll be participating by leaving me a comment so I can read your post for this.

I had so much fun and I hope you guys too will. Thanks for joining me! 🙂

The Social Media Blog Tag | 3rd Tag

Peeps! Guess what? I was tagged again for this one.

So I was tagged by Wamby from and this is strongly a compliment, I am most thankful to her. It’s not the same with other tags like you’ll be answering questions or telling things about yourself, this kind of tag is only a process of recieving and giving.

You’ll be tagged and you will also tag other bloggers but it’s not as easy and simple as that,

By this tag, you’ll know how’s your blog and writings for other people and also at this tag, you’ll give appreciation as well.


  • Thank the blogger who tagged you
  • Choose a blogger or blog to nominate for each category and explain why you chose them
  • Tag other bloggers ( as many as you like )

Categories :


A blog with a design you love

Mary Anonuevo- This gal who’s one of my co-bloggers is just full of efforts in making and publishing posts. I love her graphics which are the watercolour florals, her featured images, and the way she changes her blog designs. It wasn’t over-designed though ’cause it’s just right. She’s the person who taught me how to remove the plain look to my blog especially for my life updates. Shall Visit! Here!


A blog with a friendly blogger

Lizzy- I’m telling you guys, that this co-blogger of me is just one of the most friendly people I know , she’s supportive, really trustworthy, and someone who can give you comfort at your frustrating times. I’m so comfortable with Lizzy and she’s that type of person whom you can easily get along with.

So if you want her also to be your friend. Meet her.


A blogger who could write 140 characters and you would still love them

Manessah B. – Well, Manessah is also one of my friends here in my blogging world, If you guys are wonderin’about her writings, they’re poems that are so lovely! Like how Wamby look at my posts, that’s also the way I look at Manessah’s skill in writing. Elite. Chech her here!

Ricardo Sexton-I really admire this blog that focuses on poems or poetry, to make it precise. I was amazed ’cause he has 4 000+ followers ,this is a growing blog. Love the poems, words are too strong and I’m none of his level. Applause. In this!


A blog which keeps you entertained

Wamby-Sorry but I have to do this. Haha.

I just love this blog of her ’cause it’s very energetic and you can never see things of sadness in here unlike my blog. Lol. Nothing, just love it especially her last line for every of her post that gives fun and maybe laughter if you’ll be seeing it for the first time. Check it out!


A blogger who’s updates you can’t wait for

Ragazza Triste- Yahh! Whenever I get back in blogging, I always make sure to check her blog if there’s a new post or update. Her post are all well-crafted, really amazing, uncertain, and something that people like me can relate. She’s also supportive for other bloggers and not that selfish kind that she post things to advertise other people’s blog. Yupp! A friend.

Check her out too. Click!


A blog which is very diverse and has variety

Jasper from jasperblogss- She’s also one of my first co-bloggers when I was just a starter 3 months ago (Am I just right?)

Well, she posts about her faves, skincare routine, playlists, travel, kitchen recipes and more.

To find more about her, go open it!


A blog which is full of creativity and inspiration

Ria- This blog from Ria that’s just really creative. Poems where you can relate yourself ,talking about life and different things that are about and part of life. Her sketches that are so lovely and something I can never do. She was also there during my dark time when I was in frustration, she raised me up, inspired and motivated me through her words.

To have yourself at that blog. Check this!

Well, if you’re curious what social-media site is this that I got from Wamby…it’s Twitter. 😍

She gave me the things about my blog/writings and how’s it for her. And I was so glad and felt appreciated by the words.

Super overwhelming!
This is just an effortless tag but honestly, I had a hard time choosing them but I know that they deserve it. I really enjoy describing their blogs as and I hope you’ll be checking ’em out.

I’d also like to tag anyone who’s reading it, you can now pick your best choice of blogs and bloggers. Love lots!